*Raina*

heck yes school out but it was one sad day today on a s-day it was so sad never to return to the middle school and now to the high school!

ok ok well its may 19 right, right and school gets out on may 20 at noon! so yeah i'm happy but then again i'm not! see this year i {was} an 8th grader and still am until noon tommorow but anyways, i'm going to high school, high school?? HELL NO! i dont wanna go! but i have to! seem like as the days get better they seem to get sadder or something? idk whats happening but who cares? not me anyways i just dont want to be sad about school getting out. this year has been the best and allways will! this year 8th graders are on the top of the school as in being special then the other grades this year we went to dollywood, we went to mr.barkers house, we had a talent show,which was awesome, my cousin cody won-he was great. this year i also had fun with all my friends,and i had fun with my boyfriend -fun as in hanging out and being silly not well you know getting D-I-R-T-Y none of that! but i'm going to school tommorow on a saturday until noon dont know how long i can go without crying but i'll just have to see i really dont want to cry and i know that if i do its a pretty damn good reason i guess but if i tell myself not to freaking cry i wont i'm going to be strong this time! [i hope] i didnt cry today so why tommorow i mean its not like i wont see these people in high school and half of the people i hate and i know i'll see my friends this summer and my boyfriend so what the hell why am i worried about this screw it if i cry i cry if i dont i dont i'm bipolar for now and i have ocd right now worrying about crazy shit like this oh well i'm out of! maybe if i take something i'll feel better no wait i'm ok now i dont care if i cry so yeah ne ways i'm done for now schools out for the summer!!!!!!!!!

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

omg can you believe that i have a bf! omg i cant be true this is a dream! well hell no its not! candice hamilton i love you for what you have done! if it wasnt for you i would still be in love and wouldnt have a bf! candice thanks so much for hooking me and JAT up! you know who he is so yeah you are the best friend ever i love ya girl! oh yeah and candice IOU BIG TIME!